The week before Homecoming...

And I started the week off in a haze of homecoming preparation, but what a joy!!!

It has been over a week since my previous post- and in many ways I feel like more time has lapsed...months? :) No, really my days are much more full than the first weeks here, yet I feel a sense of familiarity with a busy routine...and I am also feeling God's presence in the midst of the mayhem.

Last week was a random week of prep work- hard to say exactly "what" I do with my time. I was extremely productive creating workouts for my fabulous weights students...I know, if my muscles don't impress them, surely my intimate knowledge with repetitions and weight proportions will! Okay, joking- but it has been fun...and today, my 15 guys ALL lifted hard! Amazing. One guy named Billy says to me (several times a day)... hey, you're my weight lifting teacher!!! it's pretty endearing.

So last week we also had our first home football game, (I am not writing chronologically today, sorry).... and we won 46-0 against Pine Ridge HS.... whom Red Cloud hadn't beat in 10 years. It was quite the game- lovely weather, great front row standing in order to congratulate my lifting guys.... one interesting note- they play home games at 2 or 3pm...because they don't have lights for the field. It's a cool experience, I must say- and the weight lifting is clearly affecting their playing ability in a tremendous way. Okay, enough explicit references to the pride I take in my weight lifting class.

Student activities- are going well... I've had a few episodes this week (lasting only about 5 minutes- you know me)...where I questioned why I was volunteering in this capacity. For instance, when too many people are demanding too much of me for my level of expertise and time commitment- yet I get over myself quickly and am learning to take things in stride.

The student council is really good, I feel. Today we had a meeting to finalize our Homecoming theme- and also dress-up days, and scheduling. I then met w/ Nick and Russ (admin) to go over details for the week- which is promising, considering several others are asking for specifics which I cannot give them until everything goes through the proper channels of communication. Yes, that is a key word I may refer to often: communication is my job, basically- whether it be communicating between students and faculty, faculty and activities, administration and students, admin and faculty, and posters, memos, emails, letters. Yep. It's pretty invigorating when it all goes well...extremely frustrating when I am ignorant, thus creating communication difficulties (like- well, what's been done in the past? Someone forgot to send that memo!) :):)

Ah, so the volunteer community continues to thrive. We are becoming more acquainted with one another - and have had some interesting conversations regarding personal life- especially in regard to our experiences growing up within various sized families, and the joys and difficulties inherent in adolescence. I think being around so many high schoolers has really caused me to deliberately apply my "theories of adolescence" to various circumstances I am encountering. I would say one huge idea is this: when an adolescent says a rude remark or seemingly hurtful social gesture... one cannot take it personally, because most often it has NOTHING to do with the person with whom they are interacting, and EVERYTHING to do with the fact that they are too caught up in their own world to even acknowledge the affect their presence is having on someone. Yep- so, advice to myself: accept all adolescent remarks with two grains of salt, and life at Red Cloud will be much more pleasant.

I am not implying that students are overall rude, b/c they certainly are not, it just seems that the few negative moments are easy to remember, and beautiful moments tend to be forgotten more easily. I will try to remember the beautiful moments- and by sharing them with you, hopefully they shall have a greater affect than will anything negative.

One beautiful moment: Jesse is a transfer student who seemingly lives to consume the entire amount of candy in my jar that sits on my office desk ...oh, by mid-morning or so each day... and he is just so likable (along with the 4 or 5 others guys who do the same), it's hard to stop him from doing this. Today, as he was literally "passing through" my office to grab more candy...he waved at me and said, "Thanks Emily, you're my hero!" And although I seriously doubt that his comment has as much validity as does his desire to continue taking my candy- it was still a beautiful moment.

On that note, I don't want it to be spread that I am increasing their negative eating habits- because all of the previous week, I actually had only FRUIT for them to take- and gosh did they! We have a "free fruit" wellness policy here, and so I am able to obtain fruit for those who seem to be constantly consuming calories.

I have a rather sad story to share as well, but one which seems to possess hope as well. Jose is a sophomore on the student council, and he is also a frequent visitor to my office. I have learned recently (after he spent an evening at our cottage)...that his father abandoned his family for another woman, his mother is an alcoholic, and he (along with several siblings- of whom he is the oldest) lives with his grandmother in a sparse trailer w/out running water. yep- I don't know his entire situation- but I do know that I want to show him as much love as possible this year- even if that means bringing plenty of fruit and candy to work with me.

Well, that's about all for now. I am contemplating returning to school tonight to finish up some things- but perhaps I'll wait until morning. My time seems to fly by when I'm there- and I know Homecoming is creeping up quickly!

Today as I was driving back into Pine Ridge from my bus run, I had this sense of the familiar- as if I was returning to a place I knew well. I wouldn't say I actually do, but it is comforting, becoming familiar with this place and these people. It surely is.

Much love to you all, wherever you find yourselves. I long to relay my above thoughts in person- but I appreciate your willingness to accept my thoughts as they are- written.

Peace, joy, and in the presence of God,
Emily

Students...Are Here!

Hello from the Cottage Residence!!!

Currently, I am unwinding from an eventful week!

Monday marked the start of school for freshmen here at Red Cloud. They came for a day of orientation, in which they were introduced to faculty, agenda books, and lockers! :):) (oh, and each other) :) This day was particularly exhausting for me, as I was in charge of morning ice breakers and afternoon games! We had a good time, and I really think it helped the freshmen feel more confident coming into the new school year, and I have included some pictures below of one game involving newspaper, tape, characters (often faculty), and imagination!

Ms. Leah (art teacher) dressed as a cow!

I was also dressed as a cow- oh, and trust me, the girls were more enthused than the picture reveals! :):) (I think they're camera shy)

And we have a mermaid in our midst!

Yeah, um...well, my housemate John (theology teacher) is actually hiding under the newspaper here- pretending to be a...boat? (who thought of these games, gosh!)

This group made a cowboy...trust me.

My housemate Mike (English teacher) is dressed as a clown...perhaps one of my favorite characters! (one freshman took off his size 15 shoes for "clown shoes" :)

They dressed Sarah (Red Cloud graduate, teaching computers) as a princess...quite beautifully, I might add.

Ian (Full-time Substitute) is dressed as a flying witch- oh, the ingenuity of freshmen boys! :)

The following pictures are of the Annual First day of school Class tug-of-war competition!

Finally, this is Wendall (science), Katie (library and Spanish), Danny (Science), and Ian

So the days have flown by... whew! I am currently celebrating being here for one month. I feel quite at peace with my surroundings, and although I may be suffering from a case of poison ivy/oak...the itching does not diminish my happiness of seeing the stars on a late night hike! :)

The first day w/ freshman was an eventful day- and I remarked to my friend Jackie (Kindergarten aid).... "can it be that I feel both exhausted and invigorated when I'm with youth?" and she graciously agreed with me. It is a phenomenon I am grateful for, b/c the invigoration I experience allows me to continue the high energy tasks involved with student activities. The first day of school was a bit chaotic, w/ students changing their schedules all around, etc.... but I finally have a solid class for weight training. 5th period is with 5 girls, and 7th period I have 14 boys in my class! Whew! You can imagine the focus it takes to keep that many boys on task in the weight room! I love it though, I really do!

On Tuesday I also had my very first official bus run! I dropped off a whopping 4 students! :) This will not be typical, but they had a volleyball game, which takes many of the girls from my bus run (I take students home after the "after-school" sports and activities- around 5:30pm). The following day I rode as Katie drove the bus (we share a run)...and she dropped off 16 students- plus a nice 4 mile drive on a wash-board gravel road! :)

In addition to preparing for homecoming (by ordering materials, brainstorming ideas, etc.) I have also been coordinating student council elections (coming this Thursday), holding my first student council meeting, preparing sheets for weight class, and organizing my budget and supplies in the office. On Thursday I also subbed for two classes, in addition to being a spotter for the Cross Country meet, dropping off 8 kids on a bus run, and line judging for a volleyball game! It was quite the day.

This past Friday I traveling to Martin to watch the guys' first football game, and although they lost, it was fun to be a part of the crowd again- as it has been awhile since my last HS football game! :) Many of the guys are in my weights class, and they all were hoping I would come...so I have a feel that my Friday nights are taken for quite awhile... :):)

All in all, it has been wonderful meeting the students: being a part of the faculty is weird- I have to maintain certain boundaries that are new to me, especially trying to figure out discipline when I have a fairly easy-going personality w/ youth. Hmmm, I'll figure it out, I suppose. And truly, I just adore spending time with my students- Lester, Ken, Jake, Mike, Zim, Dave, Billy, Bobbi, Charity, Saige, Ida, Amber, Jeremy, Andrew "tooky", Jeff, and the list will go on, I'm sure. It is a pleasure being accepted and respected by them so early on- and I hope to further my relationships with them, so they realize I truly care and want to learn from them...

As I wrap this up, I must remark that the past month has been a wonderful experience of "cultural habituation" in which I find myself loving my surroundings, and anticipating each day's new adventures.

Thanks for listening. You are appreciated. :)
Much love and peace, Emily

What a Week!

Hello to everyone who exists outside the captivating world on the Rez.

I have finally found a way to share my pictures with you- so please enjoy the sights of Red Cloud Indian School, a place where I feel at home.

Much of our time is spent "wasting time gracefully"- a term I have learned and implemented upon entering this community. Essentially, this refers to the beautiful community building moments in which nothing "productive" is occurring, yet relationships are being developed. For example, yesterday morning I woke up mid-morning and spent the next two and a half hours simply sitting at the kitchen table with 6 others, talking about the previous nights' events, etc. It brings a sense of peace and purpose to my stay here, this 'wasting time gracefully' concept. I have come to believe that this pace of life is closer to healthy balance than I have ever realized. We shall see if this continues as the school year progresses!








































































































































































If any of these photos need explanation, feel free to ask me! They are all of my house, fellow volunteers, my room, high school, mission building, Chapel, etc.

To share a bit from my past week... I have been busy in HS orientation, learning the ropes of my position, getting my office assembled, collecting supplies, meeting many people, trying (and failing miserably) to obtain a key to my office.. checking out the weight room, signing up for bus runs, hanging out w/ fellow volunteers, runnings, cleaning, and even cooking/baking! I have learned so much, yet it's difficult to explain exactly what it is. I mean, it is such an experimental sort of learning- and at times I find myself reflecting on various situations, toward an accumulated understanding of the dynamics here at Red Cloud.

One interesting note: I am officially on the Identity committee at the high school, which is striving to incorporate both Lakota and Catholic identity into one- and implementing various activities (hence, my contribution to the group) which promote such values. I basically listen to perspectives from Jesuits, Lakota teachers, and administration...and occasionally offer my limited ideas. I am sure I will discuss this issue in more depth later, as I see this is a major focus of the current school year.

In addition to ordering supplies for Homecoming, putting up my bulletin board, organizing my thoughts and ideas for tomorrow's freshman orientation, etc... I have also enjoyed receiving many encouraging emails from friends and mentors- which I appreciate dearly!

So, the plan for the coming week is this: TOMORROW the freshman come to figure out class schedules, locker combinations (fear abounds, evidently), and getting to know you games! In the afternoon I will have three groups rotate through my exceedingly exciting section of ice-breakers...thank goodness for youth ministry experience! And as Rachel said to me last night (at the Gray house)... I am so excited for the kids to come, to remind myself of why we are working so hard right now. :) That's how I feel too!

On the first day of school I will have the privilege of teaching two weight training courses, and organize the tug-of-war contest at the end of the day. I know, my life is rough! Also, I will be working furiously to organize the student council elections, which are coming up soon for freshman and a few upper-classmen spots as well. Then, we will have lovely student council meetings to designate who's doing what for homecoming. My HS days are upon me once again!

Well, I could say more, definitely- and I shall add one final note- I went to church today where I was invited by Wendell- and it was a definite experience, for sure! I would say more, but I suppose these thoughts must be shared in confidentiality! :):) And today I baked oatmeal raisin cookies, which I hope to make a habit here, since they are so good and we have so much oatmeal! :)

Well, thanks for reading up on my reflections here at Pine Ridge. Real life is starting to settle in now, and I am feeling more realistic (yet ever-excited) about my time here- including struggles and immense joys. I look forward to hearing about what else is going on in everyone's lives...I realize it can feel as if I'm living in a box here- so I want everyone to know I care. I really do!

Peace and joy, amidst uncertainty!
Emily
PS- I will be driving bus at 5:30pm for those attending sports practice and/or after school programs. :) What a fun time!

I'm smiling...

First of all, thanks for the encouraging comments I've received from both family and friends...here on the site, as well as in emails. I feel extremely supported!!!

I am using the community computer (for which I am grateful)...however, I am also taking up quite a bit of time here, so I will attempt to shorten my thoughts, in the hope of being a decent person to live with. :) I however will most likely fail miserably at the short writing- and still hope for grace from my housemates. Such is community. :)

This past weekend (Thurs. - Sun.) I attended our volunteer retreat at the Sioux Spiritual Center outside of Plainview, SD....(quite the isolated spot, I must say). And these four days were such a blessing! We were able to relax, get to know one another and our faith journeys better, develop community covenants for each house, and pray together often. I was sick for a few days (okay, I felt like my head was a balloon on a string, like the commercial for cold medicine, you know?) But I have recovered and feel great!

A few key points to my last few days: I was able to participate in a sweat lodge twice, actually. The first time was here on the Red Cloud Campus b/f we left for the retreat, and we had 20+ people participating. The Lakota people have such rich traditions and rituals, yet it all is quite foreign to me, and I am trying to understand and appreciate the significance of smoking the peace pipe (I have been kindly informed since first publishing this post that "peace pipe" is an inaccurate term... it is simply referred to as "sacred pipe" and holds much significance in the way of connecting the Creator and all creation in purposeful unison), singing a sacred song b/f each element of the ritual, using a buffalo skull to hold the sacred pipe, bringing in 7 rocks into the sweat lodge center...then 4, then additional 4 each round. So, the first round of a sweat lodge (which is true- you sweat a lot, so bring a towel!) :):) you pray for yourself, the second round, you pray for others, the third round- prayer is for women in your life, and the fourth round is a prayer of thanksgiving to Grandfather God. I am still trying to pick up a few Lakota words, but it's difficult for me to learn simply audibly, so I am waiting to see them written and remember them in that way.

Each round of the sweat is marked by the bringing of stones, closing the door, pouring water to create steam (this is the water of life), then intense waves of heat as we begin to pray fervently (which actually keeps your mind off the extreme heat). Okay, I am finding it difficult to fully relay the whole experience. For me, this was a very meaningful place to be in prayer- and the second time as well (although at the retreat center, the sweat was less intense) :) Essentially, I realize I have much to learn, much to further appreciate, and much to discern regarding Lakota spirituality!!!

In practical terms, my time here has been wonderful! I feel so at home here, my housemates rock... I have had meaningful conversations with them all, and I am free to laugh so much around them! (and be goofy, which is a wonderful feeling). The majority are of a Catholic faith, and I have attended several masses during my time here, but I am finding more commonality than differences, especially since the Jesuit tradition is more concerned with general Christian spirituality and not as much exclusive Catholic tradition. To be clear, the environment is still traditional Catholic, but the nature of Jesuits is to focus more on peace, justice, and community, which I appreciate greatly.

Today we had our first day of HS orientation (so I met fellow HS faculty)...and in addition to routine mtgs. about handbook, expectations, etc... I also met a great guy named Wendall, who has taught here 12 years now, lives down trailer row from me with his family, and is also not of Catholic tradition- and in addition to being genuinely interested in my time thus far, he invited me to attend the church where he and his wife and four children attend... in Oglala...so I am going this Sunday- barring any unforseen late night Saturday adventures. :):)

I am feeling more and more comfortable w/ my position in student activities- as I realize that I have a lot less to coordinate for classroom curriculum than most teachers. Also, we signed up for "prefecting" several events around the HS (basically filling in positions for concessions, working games, etc. My choices (which didn't seem the most popular)....revolved around volleyball, and I am going to be a line judge at nearly every home game this year! :):) Woot Woot!

Okay, I have spent more than enough time on this computer. I promise to figure out the picture situation soon. Until then, I appreciate your attention to my words, as I try to express myself and my experience in a tangible way.

Much love to you all, as I settle into my place here, while remaining quite aware of the many people I am missing and the various places I would also like to be.

Em

Two Weeks In

Hello!!!

Once again, I sit down to enter my thoughts on this site, and I realize that although I have been here for two weeks, it often feels like I have known this place forever.

Red Cloud is becoming home to me for a variety of reasons. The volunteers I live with are absolutely great- I am already learning much from them in terms of being self-sacrificing within a community. Also, I find myself becoming more attentive to the ways in which simplistic living is actually beneficial for my spirit. I take more time to 'simply' listen and 'be' in the presence of others and God. Ah, I am thoroughly enjoying this time...although my past week has not been all rest and relaxation.... :)

On Thursday after last blogging, I went to the fitness center and made my muscles really sore...but the better news is that I met a few high school guys who will be in my weight training classes while there- and they were pretty surprised/impressed (I couldn't read their reaction well) that I will be their teacher. I'm going to believe they were impressed. :) Ken and Jacob Franks were two of the guys, and they will also be on my student council! Yes!

So, on Friday we headed to Rapid City once again as we racked our brains with random "bus knowledge"....and the good news? WE ALL PASSED- and I did reclaim my academic abilities as a student of knowledge...even if it is the number of straps needed on a load of heavy cargo. :):)

We celebrated our CDL success by spending the evening at the mall and Borders...and then heading back to Pine Ridge. The next morning, five of us volunteers (Ben, Luke, Sarah, Jeff, and I) participated in a bike-a-thon, where we each biked between 5 and 6 miles... for a total of 28 miles...from Pine Ridge to the Prairie Wind Casino. The event was sponsored by KILI Radio (the only radio station on the Rez)...and I actually was interviewed after the bike-a-ton on the radio- which was because my teammates designated me as the "captain" after hearing that one of us should talk on the radio. Hmmm, I give in too easily I think.

So, after the race, they treated us to a buffet dinner at the Casino- which was very good...but a bit odd to be in (literally) the middle of nowhere- w/ a ton of people at this casino..... We also met several Lakota people involved in the race...so that was fun, in addition to bonding with our fellow volunteers. Sat. evening we ate as a group again, and Sunday was another day full of relaxing and bonding with each other. Sunday night 5 of us went on a hike to the Jesuit's old potatoe cave (at one point they were nearly self-sufficient and stored potatoes in this cave)...it was cool, and since a meteor shower was going to happen that evening, we climbed a hill and watched the meteors falls (AWESOME). We stayed long enough to somewhat lose our bearings, and after an exciting adventure through the dark, we arrived back home, exhausted, yet ready to begin a day full of training!

Monday we spent the entire day driving bus, looking at the important parts of the bus, practicing maneuvers, and driving, studying, studying, studying. (I planned on NOT failing another test, if I could help it) :) So, yesterday we left at 6am for Rapid again, where seven of us took the driving portion of the test, along w/ maneuvers and pre-trip inspection testing. Thankfully we ALL PASSED these 1hr. 15 min. skills tests (my nerves were horrendous in the morning, being the fifth person to test- and not until 1pm)... and now I can officially say that I AM A BUS DRIVER! Whew, I know several of you were holding your breath for me. Thanks, I appreciate it. :)

I really enjoy hearing from those of you who have been reading my blog. THANKS!!! It is really helpful for me to correspond in this way, since I have more limited access to internet time here- and especially once I begin with the school year. I met w/ Nick (the HS principal) on Monday to discuss my duties as student activities director, and needless to say, my plate will be extremely full for the first month- w/ student council elections and meetings, preparing for homecoming, starting up the after-school program, planning for the new student orientation day, and the first day of school tug-of-war (that's right, the weights instructor also in charge of tug-of-war)...can you hear my muscles growing? :):), and 'welcome back to school night' for teachers and parents (I play hostess, how fun!)...in addition to my duties as bus driver and weight training teacher. Whew.

So, tomorrow we leave for a volunteer retreat at the Jesuit retreat center (somewhere in SD- no one seems to know where it is).... I look forward to this time of quiet, reflection, prayer, and mental preparation for the coming year. I would certainly appreciate your thoughts and prayers as I venture into the new positions I have before me. Also, feel free in joining me as I praise God for the two weeks I have been here and the wonderful relationships I have already formed!

May the grace of our big God meet you wherever you find yourselves in the coming week. Thanks for your continued support and interest. (Oh, and I have pictures to post, but I have yet to find a way to transfer them to this computer. My normal methods are failing me at present).

Much love, Emily

celebration, failure, and learning

I could not wait to share the past four days of orientation w/ you...so I am writing once again.

Monday was a fantastic day- a huge thanks to everyone who contributed to the joy and love I felt on my birthday! Honestly, I spent the entire day beaming from voice mail, to message, to card, to gift, to birthday cake and balloons from my new community here at Red Cloud. The group of volunteers I will be working with are truly wonderful. Gosh, the word running through my head the first day of orientation, also my birthday, was GRATEFUL. We spent a majority of the day getting to know one another, the Red Cloud School mission, and what it means to live as a community of faith. I went to bed smiling, with a peace and joy-filled heart, knowing that this year, in addition to celebrating being 22 years old, I was able to celebrate a new period of life here at Red Cloud and Pine Ridge- and truly mean it.

Tuesday we ventured to Porcupine, SD- where 4 volunteers are living and working...and we shared in the 'excitement' of the volunteer hand book in the morning. :) Funny how something so mundane can actually be enjoyable when the environment is new and relationships are just being established. One blessing I have felt in this domain is the fact that I feel extremely welcome here within a Catholic community- and being from a protestant background, this was a bit unnerving for me. However, I share many common values with the Jesuit tradition, making it simple to feel at home amidst the predominantly Catholic group of volunteers. I have been able to be myself and even act really goofy already- something I wasn't exactly anticipating for the first week. I hope my fellow volunteers are still able to respect me despite my consistent episodes of (oops- belching!) :):)

One positive note for my mother- SEVERAL volunteers enjoy running, so i have been able to run alongside others in my explorations of the countryside- and now I intend to run with a guy who is hoping to train for a 1/2 marathon! :):) We'll see what happens there...I've made no promises. Wednesday our group soaked in as much information regarding bus driving as we could stand- but to no avail.... sadly enough- we went to Rapid City today to test... and I took three CDL tests- general knowledge, passenger, and school bus tests- and FAILED not one, not two, but ALL THREE SECTIONS by one question each. Thankfully so did most of my counterparts, and we are at it again tomorrow. (still two chances to redeem my academic self) So what began as an exciting concept of driving bus is actually turning out to be a difficult path of existence for the next week. I have learned through the process- that it might actually take some prior studying to pass this test! More to report on this later. (and then comes the physical skills test- yikes!)

So, no great photos yet- but just wait- they'll appear someday! :)

And such is life here at Pine Ridge. Hot, yes. But yesterday afternoon I spent outdoors enjoying some basketball, volleyball, and swings! God made the sky so beautiful with scattered, fluffy clouds and beautiful breezes. I try not to complain of the constant sweat which accumulates in our nearly air-condition-less accommodations, b/c winter will be here sooner than I wish.

That is all for now- thanks for the comments, they are much appreciated...and please feel free to send this link on to others who may not have received it yet.

I smile again, as I head off to lift some weights and prepare my mind and body for the teaching task ahead of me. :) LOVE TO ALL.

Em

Three Days In...

And my reflections begin. (My thoughts are a bit extended, so be-ware!)

I arrived on Thursday evening, Aug. 2nd- to what will be my home for the next year. I am smiling now as I think about how much I have taken in these past three days... and overall my time here has been wonderful! I REALLY appreciate the people I have met so far, being fellow volunteers, Jesuit brothers and priests, native Lakotans, and a few staff members and Sisters. Already my memory store for names has been exercised, but it seems to be holding up well. I shall explain a little of my days' learnings thus far....

I was the first non-returning volunteer to arrive on campus, I settled into a nice room in "The Cottage" where I will be living with four other volunteers. Our house is big enough for about 8-10 people, so MUCH m0re spacious than any other community living experience I have had. Also, our single-occupancy rooms are great, w/ a sink included...I shall post pictures later.

A second volunteer residence is "The Gray House" (appropriately named, :) where five other volunteers will be living. We are on the same "Trailer Row" just behind the schools and Mission Building (where the Jesuits live- appx. 12 of them) A third volunteer house is situated at Our Lady of Lordes campus in Porcupine, w/ four volunteers living and working there.

The main campus for Red Cloud Indian School, where I am living and working, has a High School, Middle School, and Elementary, along w/ various staff and volunteers residences (hence, Trailer Row)... and the Mission Building, cafeteria, beautiful chapel, bus and maintenance area, playground, track and football field, gymnasium, etc. We are in a beautiful area of rolling hills and scattered trees, and my landscape from the Cottage window is an assortment of trees, green grass, and the peaceful sound of crickets chirping and rez dogs barking. :)

Thus far I have gone grocery shopping in Chadron w/ the former volunteers who were already here. This enabled me to form relationships with them: Jess, Erin, and Mike... which has been enjoyable and extremely helpful in orienting myself to the area. We spent both Friday and Saturday evenings at the Oglala Lakota Nation Pow Wow which is taking place in Pine Ridge, SD (4 miles south from campus).

This Pow Wow is evidently one of the biggest events of the year for the Lakota people, and is the main reason I chose to arrive a few days b/f orientation. The Pow Wow is an interesting mix of Lakota Traditions and the contemporary county fair...w/ stands of fried foods and sugary drinks lining the circle where the MANY drum groups are stationed underneath a permanent covering at the Pow Wow grounds. The large circular area of grass in the middle is reserved for the dancing competitions and various ceremonies that take place during the Pow Wow (which lasts for three very long days)... people camp out all around, and it seems to be a very curious mix of informality and sacred formality. I LOVED my time there, much more than I was anticipating, and I really think I could have stayed longer, just soaking it all in. Six main dances take place in several age categories. The Women have: 1. traditional dance, 2. Jingle dance, and 3. Fancy Shawl dance. The Men have: 1. traditional, 2. Grass dance, and 3. Fancy dance. And of course they all dance to various drum groups who play their signature Lakota songs... one group and then another, and another...etc. Quite the overstimulating combination of sights, sounds, smells, energy, and dust! :)

I have much to say- but I will try to be as brief as possible- thank you for hanging in w/ me! :)

Yesterday I went for my first run (or should I say hike) on a hilly dirt/gravel road which leads to Manderson... I ran the first mile nearly all uphill, and the second mile I hiked a second trail which extended from the main road into some beautiful landscapes and overviews... (I needed to walk to take it all in, of course) :) Once the heat got to me, I ventured back down and enjoyed the mile of running (again, nearly all) downhill. I have cherished the time to simply explore the area and become acquainted with places which I may frequent during my time here.

My other main experience (besides getting to know my housemates and other volunteers and Jesuits) was attending Mass this morning w/ Jess and Erin- who have a great relationship with a small parish in Oglala...(name escapes me now)... I went early to ride w/ them as they drove the bus for the Parish (under the leadership of Sister Connie) to collect any people interested in coming, but w/out transportation. It was wonderful to meet a Lakota woman named Louise, in addition to other woman and children... The Mass itself was a good experience, and I am contemplating attending regularly, but have some theological questions concerning recieving Eucharist to work through yet. -The main attraction for me is the sincerity and intentionality of community I sense in this parish.

So, it is truly great. I have already soaked in a lot (and befriended a woman named Julie who works w/ Red Cloud Indian School) and her girls....and have been able to really be myself- I have much in common w/ many of the volunteers, although we all come from difference backgrounds, experiences, etc.

Okay, this is certaily a long entry- and perhaps not all will be this lengthy, but I know and appreciate that many of you care to share in my experience, so I anticipate weekly entries onto this blog site- and I welcome you to read, comment, ask questions, etc. as you wish.

I begin my orientation tomorrow (Monday) which also happens to be my birthday! (I actually forgot that until just now)... So, it will definitely be a good day. I feel well rested and possessing the energy to take on this new adventure, come what may.

To those who have finished reading this, THANKS! :) I will miss not being able to talk as frequently w/ many of you, but will do my best. I also really hope to be receiving updates from you all, especially you who are also embarking on new life adventures.

Much love to you all,
Emily