School is Done

For another 2 1/2 weeks, that is.

Whew, I am wiping my brow, and trying to keep my eyes open as I finish this final day of school at Red Cloud. Ironically, as tired as I am, I have been getting plenty of sleep and exercising well, yet I think the drain of continual weeks on end is certainly catching up with me, and I dearly welcome a break...from everything (wow, not intended to sound like a suicide note or something, I just reread this sentence, yikes! It's not that bad, trust me!).

This past week the students have been extremely hyper... and a bit crazy as well, which makes me crazy in turn. I must say that 7th hour weight lifting is both my best time of the day and my worst...sometimes simultaneously. Those 15 boys certainly know a thing or two about entertaining/aggrevating/driving insane their teacher. In fact yesterday I specifically told them that their actions are making me not want to teach weight lifting next semester, and they all turned sweet on me, pleading that I remain their teacher. It was a bit of an ego boost, but at the same time, I said, "Well, then SHOW me that you can handle yourselves, b/c I cannot handle you!" Ha, I think it got through to them a bit, but with their energy level, they basically laughed it off and explained why they are being so hyper...as if I didn't know....

LNI has begun today- with the boys playing this morning and the girls this afternoon. The tournament is one of the largest entertainment draws all year for Rapid City, and yours truly is lucky enough to drive bus in all the mayhem which will be Rapid City this weekend. I am not driving until Friday morning, when the wrestlers take off to participate in their tournament. Oh you can imagine I will have quite the time escorting the wrestlers all around town... whew!

Some personal achievements this past week: I successfully cooked my first large turkey on Sunday- and it actually turned out really well!!! Also, I baked a not-as-successful birthday cake yesterday for my housemate Katie, but low and behold, a little frosting and creativity transformed the would-have-been-flop cake into a "Black Hills w/ Snow" masterpiece. Katie has a picture of it for proof. What can I say, my kitchen skills are improving by the day! :)

Hmm, I have been reflecting more lately on my blatant and ongoing admiration for these kids here at Red Cloud. Each day I find new treasures hidden within simple- or profound- conversations with the students. Last Friday I had a long conversation with a senior who is well advanced for his age, and I was learning so much about the Lakota history, the varying political perspectives on the Rez, and the interesting mixture of cultures which he has experienced- rather than speaking as a student, he nearly always speaks as a commentator on the life of a student, seeing his life through the perspective of one much further along the way of life, and this is incredible to me and well as gives me a wonderful conversation opportunity, since my passions lie in the adolescent development area.

My time here at Pine Ridge is nearly 1/2 finished for my initial commitment period, and I find it extremely difficult to fathom how quickly this time has passed. I plan to come back after break and continue my learning experience during the 2nd semester, although a few definite changes will occur in my schedule only a few weeks upon my return. More on that later.

For now, I shall leave with no promise of when I shall write next, as my time from here on out shall primarily be spent at home with friends and family- but perhaps I'll post another update on my experience at LNI- who knows what gems of a story might be lurking in the Mid 2 school bus during LNI!!!

Until next time, may I continue to express my gratitude at your continued and faithful reading of my adventure here in Pine Ridge, a place of evident beauty and intrigue.

All my pleasant wishes, Emily

It's Snow Wonder!

Hello Friends!!!

I write once again in a wonderful winter mood!

We received quite a few inches of snow last weekend, beginning on Thursday- and for some reason (which seems to be at odds with the winter depression phenomenon)... I find myself in very good spirits lately! This past Saturday I tromped (with the occasional frolick) through the snow, enjoying an afternoon of solidarity with nature. The grounds here and around the Red Cloud campus are quite conducive to establishing a peaceful state of mind.

I also have a scary winter story, for all those who enjoy the fact that I'm a bus driver. I must admit, on Thursday- I was NOT glad that I was a bus driver...in fact, I would have traded with just about any other position available, and here's why:

We had a normal winter day on Thursday- nothing particularly exciting to speak of, yet around 4pm it began to snow- but wait! First came the sleet. That's the unfortunate, yet necessary precursor to the winter conditions. Okay, so around 4:15 I receive a call at my office from Jenna, to say that we will be running after-school bus routes early, at 4:30 rather than 5:30. I am set to drive this particular day, so I do... I get the bus, and as the previous bus driver is returning late from his run, he hands me the keys and says, "Be careful, Emily, it's extremely slippery out there!" Well, great, I think to myself... my very first encounter with winter road conditions in a bus! So, as I ease out of my parking space and head to the Field House (to pick up the kids)...I realize the extend of 'slippery'- and it's not good!

The going is slow, with an occasional slippery stop- but the students are dropped off successfully, all until I enter the driveway of the 4th-to-last student to be dropped off. Actually, she made it home fine, it was the bus- as we tried to back out- which didn't fare so well. In the process of reversing, the bus takes a 90 degree turn (almost as if I were doing a 3-point turn, only without the 3-point turn...just ice). And so I sit perpendicular in the driveway for awhile, praying my little heart out... and some girls even get off the bus to see if pushing will help... no such luck with the back tires off the drive and in no way of catching grip. So- the brilliant Becky suggests that I turn my wheels a certain way and back up even further to get some grip....and sure enough- she was right! The bus trundled it's way back onto the pavement, and I was never as glad at that moment to actually BE ABLE to drive the bus. Whew, close call, God's goodness revealed. Definitely.

After that excitement, I realize that attempting to see the girls' first b-ball game in Kyle that same night is out of the question for me. So, I sit listening to the game on the radio- and they won! I am so proud of them, especially the girls I know well from weight lifting (who also happen to have received a good luck note with a granola bar attached from their weights teacher!) :) Thursday evening I also spent my time with three young kids, which is actually a treat for me, after being with high schoolers so much! It's not to say I prefer one above the other, just a variety of ages seems to best fit my personality. So, Bear, James, and Manny all ate dinner at the gray house, Manny beat me multiple times in different card games (despite the fact that his blessed 6 year-old self kept trying to help me win!)... And Erin and I drove home with them on icy roads- so, quite slowly in fact.

On Friday the school day was wonderful, and some friends and I ventured to Martin for the guys' first b-ball game of the season vs. Bennett County. The guys did really well, and I can tell the b-ball season fever has begun to infiltrate the veins of many students and faculty here. I am sure you will hear much more about the season as it unfolds.

On Sunday I brought John my housemate with me to the Episcopal church, and I again realized how grateful I am for this little church community. Robin is a friend of mine from church, and her weekly good cheer and questions always delight me and make me realize how much I appreciate simple kindness and smiles. I shall continue to read for them, in addition to possibly playing piano, if it works out that I am able to procure a keyboard of sorts over Christmas break... if you have any suggestions, I'm listening! :)

I think that's about it. And the time is drawing near for LNI, then Christmas break! Really only one week left of the first half (well, minus the 2 weeks once we return in January).... and I am feeling quite at peace here, enjoying simple conversations and such.

Oh, a few more happenings I forgot to mention. 1. I have no fruit this week, as a result of some misbehaviors occurring with smashing banana on the wall, etc.... 2. I am putting together (along with the student council) some poem and candy gifts for the faculty and students for Xmas... it's a pretty splendid little treat, really. :) 3. I will be having a student teacher next semester, for which I am really excited- and I was able to meet him yesterday. I think we'll get along well and have a great time exploring the policies of an effective weight room together. :)

Until next time, I wish you all a bit of God's joy- as you find it in various places.....

Much love, Emily

4 months in...

And time continues to tick away....

Oh wait, that's the new clock I recently hung in my office, letting me know that I am clearly on a schedule- a rather relaxed, come in and chat awhile, definitely not hectic, schedule today. :)

And so I write, another blog entry, to appease myself, my friends reading periodically, and my family who takes an interest in my life events....

This past week has been one of most definite learning- I have learned that rules are a good and constructive component to a class, that cleaning the cottage makes my heart at peace, and that laundry is a bittersweet experience. Okay, the laundry wasn't that profound, but my other learning really has been. For instance, yesterday was the first day I seriously imposed certain policies in the weight room (although I must add it was not complete anarchy in prior weeks). The guys who were not in the room when the appropriate time came were marked unexcused tardy... I only allowed one person to the restroom at a time, meaning the line-up was long and impatient, thus hopefully provoking a more immediate return to class (for each student relieving himself).... they all lifted more diligently than most days, considering I threatened to write up those not lifting...and the best part of this excellent class period was the cleaning up afterward. One policy I also enforced is this: they must help with cleaning jobs once they are done with their lifting routines, so they were vacuuming, picking up weights, etc.... a truly beautiful sight. I haven't mentioned that I also spent last Thurs. and Fri. vacuuming the carpet, hoping to display my respect for the weight room and my hope for their additional respect.

So, now that I have a handle on the concept of enforcing rules- and I think the guys realize I'm serious, I have to work on being consistent the rest of the semester. In giving myself a little grace, I've realized that this is my very first time truly needing to create, implement, and enforce rules in a class setting, so I guess my learning is definitely more of the experiential kind, you know- three months into the time, I realize the necessity of certain policies. :) I'd assert that it's not a bad time frame, especially now since I can truthfully say I understand a bit more of the mentality of Red Cloud HS, including students, faculty, and administration. In any case, the learning of last week was not always pleasant, but as I'm learning time and again... worthwhile experiences are not always pleasant.

What else is happening- I baked and cleaned all weekend- which means that really I am becoming more domesticated than I would have previously admitted. However, when circumstances necessitate cleaning- and when desire necessitates baking.... those things come quite naturally to me... and it makes me excited to return home for the holidays!

Speaking of home, I've realized that it has been just over 4 months since I've been here, which means this is also the most time I've ever spent away from home in one stretch... even my study abroad experience lasted only 4 months... but I must say this is a bit different, since I have seen my family in Sioux Falls and that wasn't a possibility from England. (Side Note: Almost 2 years ago now would have been the approaching time of my departure to England... which seems so strange to comprehend!)

Last night I was editing my housemate Katie's resume for her, and I realized that in many ways I feel as if college happened so long ago... all the tutoring, late nights spent writing papers, random meetings to attend, dinner dates to plan and enjoy, and all the walking around campus, attending classes and chapel.... Gosh.... while I do miss certain aspects of my time at college, I am realizing that I have been well prepared to encounter this new environment of Pine Ridge- and have been embracing my time here as a result of the many experiences I have been given in the past.... so I guess I might say that my past has given me the capability of fully appreciating my present. And all thanks be to God for this time now in Pine Ridge.

Thus shall end my reflections today. I look forward to only two more weeks of class before I take off for the Lakota Nation Invitational...and then HOME for Xmas! If you're reading this and plan to be in the Brookings/Arlington area over break, I would most definitely like to meet up with you!

Sending my smiles from this humble office in this fantastic school on this complicated Reservation.

LOVE, Em